Abbreviated Coded Rendition of Name Yielding Meaning
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The camps are split, and the shoes are coming off. It’s indeed time to start a battle of biblical proportions. I really wish that this wasn’t something that needed to be said, but wow is it difficult to take part in development of the interwebs and not be bombarded by this craziness that some call pronunciation. Do you say SQL as ESS-QUE-EL or do you say SeQuilL or SeQueL? Should you say Lahl or just those hippies say that and laugh on your insides? Do you actually take the time to say WWW at all? I suggest that you take a step back from this ‘debate’ and take some time to actually think before you speak.
Posted on July 30th, 2008 by Bob in Inspiration, Random
I really can
(No Ratings Yet) Loading ...I really can’t figure it out. I am sitting no more than three feet from you, and I really can’t put a finger on it but I am more nervous right now, than I can remember ever being. You purposely put your head back to force some contact between us, but again I’m afraid. Your steady eyes make it very easy to drift off, clear from the laziness that I’m feeling now. So close to you; so far; so good.
A soft scent drifts my way, definitely too nice for it to have come from me. Again with the eyes, piercing deep into me; it’s so odd to be in this situation, not sure if it’s a good thing or not. I think it’s clear that we mesh, that is not even up for debate. The problems come into play when you start speaking my mind. Only so much of that goes so far, and then it becomes really fucking weird. You may feel your heart beat beneath that bandage, but I can feel it in my bones.
“Do you want something to eat? Are you hungry?” Oh shit, I had totally drifted the fuck away. Am I hungry? Query the database; Response properly formed; parsing… uhm… oh shit, almost forgot to pass it to the verbal stream… “uhm, yes. Yes please, that would be perfect.” Have we really been doing this? Years ago I probably would have flipped a switch and jumped all over you. Again with this close proximity. Three feet, air, a blanket, and that fucking smile. I had never noticed it in class. Maybe you don’t like that math stuff. What I wouldn’t like to do right now. A million things roll through my mind as I watch you rise to your feet and begin walking to the kitchen.
Say something…
What? What the fuck do you want me to say?
Stop talking to me you piece of shit; tell her about your hair fetish.
God damn it! no. She’ll think I’m a fruitcake. What good will telling her my fetishes do?
Fuck you, she already knows you like her, stop dickin’ around with it and start opening doors. As long as you are open you will never go wrong. If she doesn’t like your advances she’ll tell you.
Back you come, to watch this stupid movie, yes its fun; no its not. I should have thought about the movies contents. How fucking lame is it to meet a girl and watch a fuckin movie with tits and ass all over it? What does that say about me? God I am just being paranoid. I really need to get over myself…
“Are you alright?” I must look like a mess, I may as well have a straight jacket on for all this craziness going on in my mind. “Top notch,” god another fucking bullshit response, that’ll show her some class, im sure she doesn’t hear this kind of shit every day, but I may as well push my vocabulary up a bit if I am seriously interested in this woman.
Joke time! “You know, you are lucky that I’m not gay, otherwise I would have been offended.” That’ll get her to smile… “You wouldn’t have come over here if you were gay.” Damn it all to hell. How the fuck is she wittier than I am! Fuck. I am definitely not at the top of my game today…
… ex boyfriend… … ex boyfriend… well uhm, I think she has some feelings still for this guy, she has mentioned him four times in the last half hour, and I am pretty sure you didn’t ask anything about it directly. She is nervous.
She likes you, dumb ass! What did you think?
Well fuck dude, how the hell was I supposed to suck that out of her head?
Look, shut up and let her talk. She wants you to know that she has a sore heart, so don’t get fucking crazy. Let her vent for a while, what harm can it do?
Fucking none, Peace.
Hmm, that fucking smile again, I think I said something funny. Was it absurd? God I feel like I’m sixteen. “Wow really? That’s kind of cool.” Tell me about it. It really doesn’t matter what you feel like saying because I was hooked at the fact that you were watching for me to arrive. I should have fucking grabbed you then, but I guess that would just be weird.
You are just too fucking cute. That laugh of yours, and how you say something sly after it, too fucking much. I’ll go into standup if you would just laugh. I feel like I’m being interviewed for a job that I never knew I was qualified for, answering the questions with little issue. I feel well comfortable in your presence, oddly so. “You can change it, please do!” I must have said it fifty ways. There was no way that I would have cared one way or another, as long as you were enjoying it.
I shouldn’t have mentioned the love debacle. Should have held off on that because now there is no way that I’ll be able to test and make sure it’s real. Yes its fucking weird, but this is already going differently than the previous ones. She may not have made the advance, but she is definitely playing her part in this… this… whatever the hell this is. It’s cute, I’ll give that to her. So odd that she is as weird as I am, and totally nervous, and probably thinking the same shit and wanting the same shit. A hug, man, that’s all it takes. Just let your arm slide down around her shoulders and apply some gentle pressure and she will scoot her ass all the way over next to yours. Oh got her hair is on your hand, don’t be a fag, just fucking touch it. Let it lie across your hand, enjoy it. Close your eyes and imagine how it will feel in the morning. Think about pulling on it and shit fool, brushing it. Those curly/wavy mother fuckers are all yours for the taking, she has literally handed them to you.
You should kiss her.
What? No fucking way; this is not even a date and I’m already sprung; it’s not going to do anything good if we know how nice our lips feel, or worse tongue.
You should kiss her.
I should just leave; we are supposed to see each other tomorrow. The sooner I’m in bed the sooner ill wake up and be able to do this again.
You mean the sooner you will be able to… be nervous and not do anything except ponder over the most amazing ideas that you know you should act on? Be irritable about the fact that you are unable to act on these feelings and urges you are having?
I am just going to get in my car. Fuck this, don’t talk to me any more tonight dude.
“Well I guess I’ll see you tomorrow,”
God that smile.
Nice isn’t it?
Shut the fuck up.
“Ill help you out, just gimme a call…”
… and ill give you a kiss.
Fuck you!
“Good night,”
“Good night.”
Loser! You could have had so much nicer a night, All you had to do is stop fighting yourself.
Yea, I know. But I’m glad I did this, now I know I am not as full of myself as I had thought. I know I have limits and I’m sure she does too.
Posted on April 14th, 2008 by Bob in Misc. Video
Writings & Ramblings
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I have been told that poetry and writing is a window into a person’s soul. In order to open up one of these conduits into my very own soul I am going to start posting my writings herein. I plan to keep this thing flowing with poetry that I have written over the years. Many of you may remember my previous site being a repository for my poetry and writings, which was one of the more asked about features of my old site that has been missing from Gneu.org.
I hope you appreciate my writing.
Comment as necessary.
Critical Thinking
- Do we have the freedom of speech?
- Revision to the pledge, and why?
- Trust and Academic Process
- In the Eyes of Children
- The Ethics of the Highest Bidder
Development
- Developing User Systems
- Chronicles of Swallowbush
- Chronicles of Atheist Nation
Creative Writing
- White Commencement Story - Take 1
- White Commencement Story - Take 2
- White Women In Private Spaces
- Move his fucking black ass out of my house, Now!
- I really can…
Poetry
- Haiku’s For you
- Distance Between Us
- My World (adaptation)
- Awake and dreaming…
- Craving
- CrossRoads
- Forever I am cursed
- I don’t want you to be the girl who got away
- I really can’t figure it out
- It would be easier to hate you.
- John read it and thinks It’s good
- Nothing
- Perfection
- Shorties
- Something to think about
- The Hug
- The Rain
- Voices
- What the hell should I do?
- Whats the worst that could happen?
Posted on October 30th, 2007 by Bob in Misc. Video
I miss my English classes =(
(No Ratings Yet) Loading ...It has come to my attention over the last 7 months that I really miss my English classes. I have read nearly 20 books over the last 7 months (for those of you who cannot do the whole math thing that’s nearly three a month) and have another week left in July in which I may be able to finish the 21st. On top of the assigned reading I have even gone back into my writing and found that I really do love to write and document and explain.
Posted on July 26th, 2007 by Bob in Inspiration, Random
The last week’s updates
(No Ratings Yet) Loading ...I have taken the liberty of keeping up with the PHPBB3 Updates, and I have yet to find any aspect of the PHPBB application that is sub par. I am extremely happy with the energy that has been put into it and hope to never be forced to use anything other than PHPBB for website bulletin boards. There have also been quite a few updates to documentation, including more of my poetry being added to the book that is posted herein, and a bunch of new tutorials and documents being added to the wiki. Despite the lack of response from users, gneu is still continuing towards its goals, and will most definitely be continuing this satisfactory feeling that I have been having as of late. Thanks to Mike Whitfield for contributing his tutorials to the HL2 category, and to Enrique for finally directing me towards something that I was comfortable writing a document about. I have also taken some time to update the front page of the wiki and begun the work in fleshing out the game design documentation, in the forums as well as the wiki.
Posted on July 25th, 2007 by Bob in Gneu Website, Inspiration